so furstrated

OK, I was so frustrated with myself earlier. Sunday I took a huge leap of faith and decided that I was going to start my very FIRST bible study. I'm doing it solo. Well, things didn't go how I wanted them to. I got ready in front of my laptop last night. I had prayed about it. At this point I was very excited and confident. I had read the lesson for the day and the bible passage that went along with it. I had typed out the first question and had started to answer it. Right away I started do get caught up in weather or not my answers were "right" and I gave up and ended up not doing it at all. I know it's the enemy getting to me. It's so furustrating because I want this sooooooooooooo bad that i can't even descirbe to you how bad I want this. I'm not giving up though because if I do that means the enemy won.